Pregnant Because I'm Pregnant
By Karen Peralta
This was written due to my thinking I had become pregnant a second time, which turned out to be a false prospect on the home pregnancy test. I had skipped a period and was simply not pregnant. But I had gotten all excited over the prospect of being pregnant a second time, as we did indeed want a second child. Our first child, my daughter Angela, was so wonderful I was deeply looking forward to a second period of time being spent in pregnancy. Unfortunately, it did not turn out to be the case.
Pregnant Because I'm Pregnant
And I’m telling it to whatever’s out to get me
That I’m pregnant
I’m secretly hoping to whatever Gods there be
That I’m pregnant
And I watch to the stars and I dream about Mars
And I eat nothing but sterling silver candy bars
So I’m pregnant.
If my husband can ever wake up and see
That I’m pregnant - the lie is - I’m pregnant.
I’ve never thought I was a woman my whole life,
And I don’t deserve baby. Who is already wonderful
Daughter Angela not imaginary, I think she is.
And if I wake up to myself being two people
Like last time, when an unknown entity resided
So deep within me, I never wanted it to leave,
And want to keep him or her safe deep in there
I will never hit anyone like that ever again -
Because last time, when I lost my bad temper,
My daughter had to learn martial arts from me.
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